एक अनुत्तरित प्रश्न

क्या तुम वही हो,

जो हर वक़्त दीखते हो?

क्या तब भी 

जबकि हवा का बहाव बहुत तेज होता है?

और तब भी, 

जबकि तुम्हें रोका जाता है,

धारा के विपरीत तैरने से।

मंझधार में फंसे होकर भी,

जब तुम निर्णय लेने की अक्लमंदी दिखाते हो;

क्या तब भी तुम वही होते हो,

जो होने का दावा करते फिरते हो तुम?

और 

जब तुम मौत को करीब पाते हो,

बिल्कुल उतने ही पास

जितनी जिंदगी की निकटता है तुमसे,

क्या तब भी तुम महसूस करते हो 

कि तुम्हारी साँसे हवाओं से भी मन्द है।

तुम परिस्थितियों से हो,

या परिस्थितियाँ तुमसे?

आखिर कौन हो तुम?

क्या तुम वही हो

जिसने अभी-अभी आत्मावलोकन किया है?​

घटनाक्रम

पत्ते यूँ ही नहीं गिरते,

पानी यूँ ही नहीं बहता,

यूँ ही ऋतुएँ भी नहीं बदलती,

सब कुछ इसलिये भी नहीं घटता

कि यही नीति है।

कुछ घटनायें घटती है संयोग से,

संयोग भी यूँ ही नहीं बनता।
कुछ भी नहीं होता

सिर्फ होने के लिए

हम वजह ढूंढ लेते है अक्सर

उन तमाम घटित घटनाओं के लिए

जो प्रेरणा होती है भविष्य की।

मजबूरी

दिलसार मियां अपनी मोबाइल रिपेयरिंग की दुकान में कुछ परेशान से बैठे थे, बढ़ती प्रतिद्वंद्विता ने उनकी आमदनी कम कर दी थी। उधर अब्बाजान की डायबिटीज की बिमारी, उनका ईलाज, घर का खर्च दिलसार मियां पर भारी पड़ रहे थे। 

तभी उनकी टेबल पर आवाज हुई, सामने पड़ोस के चौहान बाबू खड़े थे।

“मियां, जरा ये मोबाइल देखना क्या हो गया है।”

दिलसार ने झटपट मोबाइल की परेशानी खोज ली…“अरे ये तो बड़ी चपत हो गई हैंगिंग का प्रॉब्लम है, शायद वायरस आ गया है, हज़ार रुपये लगेंगे।”

मजबूरी दिलसार मियाँ को भी बेईमानी सीखा गई।

Nil battey sannata…

Unlike movie review, It’s my personal thoughts on 100 minutes of Nil battey sannata.


According to Wikipedia it’s an indian comedy drama, but in every aspect it is more than a comedy drama. The movie is full of emotions, forces us to think.

Since I’m not a movie critic ( The world already has plenty of critics, lol). I can’t tell you about the acting part of the movie, anyway Swara bhaskar and Ria shukla did good job, Ratna pathak and Pankaj tripathi played an important supporting role, despite less screen of Pankaj tripathi you’ll be obsessed of him because of his acting.

Some Beautiful dialogues and conversations:

  • “इंसान दो चीज़ों से बनता है या तो किस्मत या मेहनत।”…..“और गरीब क़े पास किस्मत होती तो वो गरीब थोड़े ही होता।”…..“तो बची मेहनत वही करनी पड़ेगी।”
  • “लल्ली तेरे बाल देख कर नहीं लगता कि तू कल की सोचता है।”
  • “अगर मैंने ही हार मान ली न साजिया तो फिर तो अप्पू कभी भी जीतने से रही।”

Dialogues forces us to think:

  • “जब हाथ में कलम लेने का मौका मिल रहा है न, तो जबरदस्ती ये बेलन करछी मत उठा।”
  • “खुद तो अपनी जिंदगी में कुछ कर नहीं पायी, और अब अपने सपने मुझपे थोप रही है।”
  • “वो तुम पर अपने सपने नहीं थोप रही, उसका तो सपना ही तुम हो अप्पू।”
  • “इस देश में तो बच्चों को अपना करियर डिसाइड करने का कोई फ्रीडम ही नहीं है।”
  • “माँ हूँ मैं तेरी, गुड़िया”…..“तो बाप बनने की कोशिश मत कर”

And for the last motivational conversation of Swara bhaskar and Ria shukla you should watch “Nil battey Sannata”.

स्कूटर

“मैं कुछ नहीं जानता, मुझे बस मोटरसाइकिल चाहिए, मेरे कॉलेज के सभी दोस्तों के पास मोटरसाइकिल है।” रमेश तमतमाता हुआ घर से निकल गया।

“अब इतने पैसों का इंतजाम कहाँ से करेंगे आप, आपकों कम से कम उसे समझाना तो था।”

“नहीं शुशीला, अब थोड़ी सख्ती उसे हमसे दुर ले जायेगी, और मैं नहीं चाहता की विक्रम की तरह रमेश भी…।” अपने स्कूटर पर सवार होकर मास्टरजी भी निकल गए।

कॉलेज से लौटते वक़्त…

“यार शिवम चल ना बाइक देखते है।”

“पैसे कहाँ से लाएगा?”

“चल तो”

“भैया सेकंड हैण्ड बाइक है?”

“हाँ वो पीछे पल्सर रखी है चालीस हज़ार लगा देंगे और वो बगल का स्कूटर पन्द्रह हज़ार में।”

“रमेश, ऐसा ही स्कूटर तो अंकल के पास भी है ना!”
रमेश खामोश था।​

Fear vs Curiosity…

It was not completely dark night, Despite four fingers of four members sitting around a board there were four candles, a little hope, a hope of experiencing some supernatural power.

It was an “Ouija board experiment”. most of people already know but for the rest one:- The ouija board is a spirit board marked with the letters of the alphabet, numbers 0–9, words “yes”, “no” etc.
Participants place their fingers on the planchette (It can be a coin), and it moves about the board to spell out words.

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It was not just like an ordinary chemistry or physics experiment, for us it was an experiment of “fear and curiosity.”
It was not an ordinary night like other nights we were not going to grab some mangoes, instead of that we were going to grab some supernatural experience.
There were some students they did it atleast once and we had no experience of it, we gather some information from themselves, how to ensure spirit is here and how to ask questions without letting her angry. It was a complete plan, we got complete information and every myth about Ouija board.
And we were fully prepared for every consequences.

After 30 minutes of unexpected silence we got a movement in coin, but we were not sure “Is it a prank by one of our group member or The spirit has arrived.”
And I asked “Are you here?”
And the coin rapidly moved to “yes.” Then another one asked ” What is your name?”
And coin started to move from it’s initial position to K…then A… then P… then I… and one of us guessed and said clearly ” Kapil?”
And then coin moved toward “yes.”
It was quite shocking for us because one of our group member was kapil. And recently we read a news of accident on railway track and that railway track was hardly 200 meters from our location. and the victim of accident was “Kapil”…

Before experiment one of my friend told me about confirmation of real and fake spirits, and the trick was ask someone’s birthday or anything related to someone.
And we started to fire some questions like birthday, crush etc.
And we were amazed, because every move of the coin was in right direction.
And it was the first success of “Ouija board experiment”

After the success of first Ouija board experiment I tried it many times and I got some facts that were unexpected.
When I performed it again I got that if any of us don’t know something then the coin is unable to answer. And when I started to think about something no matter was that an answer of that question or anything nonsense, coin started to slide through the exact alphanumerics.
Then I tried to instruct every mind by providing a rough idea of what I am thinking, And it was like I put my finger on coin for half distance and let them cover half distance.
And by this, they got some clue about what I was thinking.

And after repeating this experiment again and again.
I conclude so many things but in this post I am sharing my experiment only, because after whole experiment, some members started to believe and other refused the existence of supernatural powers.

please let me know what you think about supernatural powers.
now it’s your turn to comment.

It’s all in your mind…

When I was in my dreams Deva knocked at my door and I woke up from sleep with a blurred image of my dream and the first thing I did after awaking was to memorize my dream but it was an unsuccessful attempt.
Today I am sharing my views on dreams, It is not any kind of psychological study of dream. I am just writing what I think about it.

Dreams are derived from our unconscious and conscious thoughts. Our unconscious thoghts are something which is in our mind only, we are not living with those ideas, But we are living with our conscious mind, and this is the part of brain we can control.
In this blog I am writing what I think about losing those memories quickly.
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From my own experiences, It is very difficult to memorise our dreams, what we are thinking consciously and what is in our unconscious mind both the things are important to study about dreams.
There are so many thoughts in our mind and we are typically bonded with them.
let me explain it with an example,
Think about your daily life and try to memorize something which you did everyday and don’t do that today (There shouldn’t be any visible impact of that activity like if you are thinking about eating and you didn’t eat today, you can feel the hunger)
Now think about this example… If you are going outside daily at 6 pm and suppose today after locking the door you got some confusion about “Did I lock or not.” … Then it is very difficult to ensure yourself by your memory because you are locking on regular basis at exact time and your mind knows that you are doing that regularly. And when you start thinking about “locking the door” the memories of yesterday and day before yesterday overtakes the thought of today, and due to this hustle and bustle of thoughts you’ll be unable to distinguish the memories. (not in all cases, one can develop the habit to distinguish)
Similarly if we are in a dream of something which is related to the thought exists in our unconscious mind, then on awaking, other thoughts of conscious mind will try to relate the dream with the thoughts strongly exist in our daily life and this will blurr the image and it becomes more difficult to memorize.
But if a thought is strongly exists in our conscious and unconscious mind both, then only the dream will be easy to memorize.

Our brain is a challenge to us, we all are trying to solve the mystery of brain.
Soon I’ll post a blog on “Ouija board”.

Let me know what you think, please comment below…
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